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Missing you more and more each day. What's happening?
I'm lost. I really want to cry, but are the tears worth it?
Should this be a sign to me?
What do I do now? I'm so lost that it actually hurts. |
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| I'm really starting to drift away from you. Things aren't the same anymore. My heart doesn't want to do this anymore. I'm not liking this feeling at all, not one little bit. I'm sorry for forcing you into something you don't want but if you think about it you're doing the same to me... I don't want to say goodbye but sometimes I think it'll be for the better because I'm really hurting. I want that "label" stamped on you and I. I'm tired of this fling. All this drifting, and fading will end in a goodbye and I can feel it. </3 come find me because I really don't want to lose you. Save me because that's what you've always done best. |
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| TEN things you wish you could say to TEN different people right now:
1. You may think that I look at you differently for what you have done, but no I don't. Things happen hun, its not entirely your fault. Could it have been avoided? Sure but what's done is done. Let's let it be a thing of the past and go on with our lives.
2. I'm slowly fading away from you. I really hate this feeling, but it seems like you're drifting away from me too. Nothing ever changes whenever we talk. I don't want to say goodbye & you know that.
3. I'm really going to miss you when you leave.
4. Sometimes I really don't know if I can believe what comes out of your mouth. I really want to cut you out of my life but I can't and I don't know why, but it hurts. Especially with all the things you put me through I should hate you with a passion.
5. Thank you for always being there for me. For setting me straight even though I don't listen at least I know what to expect.
6. Whatever happened to staying friends? I guess it was just too good to be true.
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NINE things about yourself:
1. I'm the 5th child out of 7 in my family.
2. I've been drug free for 19 years and counting :)
3. I hate being mad at people
4. Generosity is my kind of thing
5. I tend to spread myself way too thin with other peoples problems.
6. Immaturity and drama? Hate it but apparently it loves me and follows me around like an unwanted tail.
7. I'm an extremely slow eater. My food gets cold before I'm even a quarter way done.
8. I used to be an extreme tomboy, but now I'm not.
9. Always been the quiet shy reserved one.
EIGHT ways to win your heart:
1. Make me smile/laugh
2. That wicked personality
3. Smell nice
4. Don't be afraid of telling me what is really on your mind.
5. Show me that you really care.
6. Be yourself.
7. Don't hide me from your friends, that does not mean that I expect you to always invite me out with you though
8. Have your own sense of style, don't follow the crowd.
SEVEN things that cross your mind a lot:
1. What am I going to do with my life?
2. Are things ever going to change?
3. What is going to happen today?
4. I want to go shopping.
5. I want to go out!
6. I'm tired but can't sleep
7. I don't want to go to work!
SIX things you do before you fall asleep:
1. Brush my teeth
2. Set alarm clock if necessary
3. Turn music on
4. Turn lights off
5. Think of what time I have to be up tomorrow
6. Get into bed
FIVE people who mean a lot to you.
1. Family
2. Friends a- you know who you are
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FOUR things you're wearing right now.
1. Shorts
2. Short sleeve jacket
3. Beater
4. Under garments
THREE songs that you listen to often .
1. Drew - like I always do
2. Lil eddie - statue
3. Akon - holla holla
TWO things you want to do before you die:
1. Be happy with the job I have
2. Raise a happy family
ONE confession:
1. I don't want to lose you. I can't not now, not ever. I'm wearing my heart on my sleeve. Everyone sees it. |
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